Generally I’m more an active person (I guess)... as everyone knows I might look innocent and shy when the very first time in a new environment or when someone first approaching me... Be frank, there's not the real side of ME. =P I usually turn myself in a “silent mode” when getting along with new friends. I don’t keen on talking especially to strangers but once you know me well, no one can ever shut my mouth.
Well, I usually draw a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. Those who're closer with me will surely know I’m kind of a quick-tempered person. And it's easy to find out when I’m happy or in another way round...I’m a very straight forward person that I feel self-conscious if I were to pretend my character or feeling. If I encounter things I like, I probably will do it without second thought. But once if I encounter things that I hate, I will wish to get out of it as soon as possible.
Some friends might think I have a high level of adaptance power, very easy to get along with people and very popular in social life... there's the reason... they never worry about my circle of friends in a new environment here. But, it's never an easy as what they think... most of them have a very high expectation on me and this making me more stressful & burdening. I always worried the failure of my achievement might led them to the disappointment in the end.
Well…I hate to have conflicts with people so, I’m trying to adapt to everyone. Most the times I treated all my friend differently...well, to look at the bright side, it seem I adapt easily to everyone... but to look at the dark side...I lack of character...although on the surface, I have lots of friends.. But, I think I lack of "charm"... =/
I think I need to express myself more and be more decisive in order to understand more detail about the real of "Me"! Meanwhile, I need to learn to accept people's opinion as to expand the circle of my thoughts... and evaluate more about myself in the future. In someway I might be too persistance in my own thinking and this makes me neglect other's suggestion & feeling and they "hurt" eventually!!! I’m glad my friends always forgive me somehow... and still hold me in high regards. This is what I always am grateful about..
I think I’ve been through a lots especially abroad in the recent years.. some memories will always stay forever in my mind no matter how.. but some painful experiences I will get rid of it by giving myself a brand new start. I’m thankful to those who have been my best companion when I really need a friend to rely on. And, I’m glad finally I’ve meet someone who are dependable and will always be there whenever I needed most.
好多时候我地为咗生活而打份工 . 为咗赚更多嘅钱 , 我地更加日捱夜捱 . 钱 , 的确能安抚我地弱小嘅心灵及添满我地虚荣嘅心 . 有时候 , 我地更可能会为咗一分几毫而理直气壮地去同人地吵返够本 ! 为嘅就係去争取返我地觉得自己应得嘅 . 一 D 小便宜都唔好益咗他人 ~ 咁至为之醒噢！ ... more
